I needed this.  Seems like a roller coaster ride, with great ups, where I'm sure I'm actually touching heaven, and then great downs where I'm sure I've actually fallen off the ride.  Realizing now that I need to choose to believe the Truth, not the circumstances.  Ups and downs, no matter, there needs to be a right focus, and that focus is on my Beloved Abba Father God, who is with me through it all, simply waiting for me to take my focus off of me and see that He is right there.  I'm okay....I'm not lost, I haven't fallen off the coaster at that way back, deep in the weeds corner....and my seat partner won't let that happen either.  Thank You, God, for NEVER letting go!!!